See, this is something I've never been through before. To me it was an invasion, it was an intrusion, and cancer had no right to do this to me. And I could think of a million and one other people that it could have happened to instead of me. But on down the road, I thank the Lord that it happened to me because I felt that as I start to get used to this, I could handle it probably much better than some people that I've known, that couldn't handle it. I wouldn't recommend this to happen to my worst enemy. I just wouldn't.