I quit eating red meat. I was eating lot of vegetables, a lot of fruit. I walk every day. That's why I was so, hospital make a mistake, you know that? And he came back, tell me, Lily, you got a cancer. So, whew, you know what? All the energy from your body just whew, all gone. That's how I felt. "Why?" I said, "why now? Why now?" And there was a drug dealer, there was a criminal. They never got cancer. Why do I get cancer? I got so mad.