tPain is off and on
Accepting death
Home after surgery
First talk about dying
Radiation went well
Intense pain gave Lou no hope
First hospice visit
Then he came home and was quite despondent over the fact that they got some of it and they didn't get all of it and they wouldn't know how much of it they got for a while. Then we found out they got a lot of it. He didn't have to worry about being paralyzed and that made him feel good. He could still walk around and could still think. He could still fish. He could still holler at me and I could holler at him.