Even though I'd done the research and the reading I was expecting that after it was all over I would be this normal person again.I thought my hair would grow back. The scar would go from red to pink to white. All I would have, would be this one little tiny scar. I have always been this extremely healthy never been sick before in my life, so this kind of thing is frustrating. It's like I want to be normal and yet every day the aches, the twinges, and the sometimes feeling that it's swelling drives me a little bit crazy. It kind of made me a little angry.